The Healing Wave

Purpose and Intention
As I was asking for guidance about the direction or feeling of my life’s work I received a very clear image of a wave. “Your path is a healing wave that will spread across America,” I was told. In my vision, this wave would initially bring Brennan students and graduates together in a consistent pattern and frequency, a life pulse, to offer education and healing to those in need, following a course across the United States. The next night the guides returned and told me I should start this project now. I said, “No way.” I did agree though, to do an East Coast Wave for my 3rd year Art Project starting last January, 2011.

What I envisioned was a wave consisting of five cities, five months, with five days of healing. Choosing a Sunday of each month, from January through May, we would start in Vermont, and go on to New York, Washington DC, North Carolina and end up in Florida. Sunday afternoon was chosen as a quiet time for many, and the states were chosen because of the students in my year who live there and had agreed to help me in this creation.

The purpose and intention of this wave of healing is to create a pattern of vibration. This vibration, upwelling from those of us who are already joined through the Community of Heart created by the Barbara Brennan School of Healing, would initially help connect the sacred space of practices already existing in the area, strengthening and bonding them. It would then begin to spread from city to city down the east coast and radiate out on the left into the Atlantic Ocean, and on the right into the rest of the country as preparation for next year.

Beginning with people we wee already acquainted with, our clients, friends and family, the container of healing generated by this wave would assist in their education and support, and become a point of referral for others associated with those we love and work with. Eventually, I can envision working in conjunction with other healing modalities and with those who may not have the resources for or access to healing.

This Healing Wave was an enormous success, and has subsequently taken on a life of its own, generating a second round of Healing Days in each state. Stay tuned for more information, as I begin my 4th year project to take the Wave across America and Beyond!

I want to take hold of my life and LIVE!

"I feel the Core Star Energy in each cell of my being. Like dancing sparkles, only better, more brilliant, more expansive. I feel each cell bursting into light --one here, one there--like popcorn in the microwave. Increasing in momentum--pop, Pop, POP--my cells are exploding, first one and then another, cascading throughout my body like Great Falls, Virginia, where all the streams from the hills meet in one rocky place and find their reason and purpose to flow together into oneness. I have met my sister and we are one illuminating light together: creating love, peace, healing Breath!" (written on day 4 of the week's experience, during a writing exercise at the Barbara Brennan School of Healing)

Needless to say it was a great experience. Before I signed up (which happened very quickly and unexpectedly) I had asked: "Our daughter has married and moved out; I've lost my job; Dad is passed and Mom is all settled in her new place; I have spent enough time contracting and having space and am now beginning to feel sorry for myself--what is it that I need to do for me?" I was immediately brought to the Barbara Brennan School of Healing. Definitely the place to uncover my wounds and heal, while at the same time being filled up in order to give.

Normally I would have asked: "What is it that You would have me do?" The new focus of my question has created new clarity and perspective that is uncovering my power. No, that is the way it is expressed easily, but power is misunderstood and too often abused. A deeper way to say that is that I am 'feeling my life': its past with all my wounds, difficulties, and confusion; its present with all my insecurities, fears, blocks and regrets; and its future with all the love that I want to pour out of my being in partnership with the Beloved, all my potential to realize loving relationships on this Earth and Be who I Am.

Now my head goes back to the last two blogs about pursuing goodness and allowing myself the freedom to be me with the accompanying responsibility, good results, and discipline to learn the harmony and flow of the Principles of Creation. This new place is balancing that headiness with the heart focus of letting myself drop or sink in to the awareness that I Am already, and it is enough.